A tiny little life in your hands, and sometimes all we want to do is cry , all we can do is cry.
It leaves me to wonder why don’t people talk about how hard those first few weeks are ? Not because of the extra work load , or the lack of sleep or even the bleeding it’s not the sore c-sec scars or cracked nipples we endure that I’m talking about, it’s those hormones that rush through your body leaving some of us feeling like we are worthless , like we don’t want to be here , the guilt of bringing a little human into a world that seems like a shit world at that.
This is my 3rd time visiting this dark place that we don’t talk enough about. I knew I’d find myself here again , I expected it because I have been here twice before , but to my new mum followers or the ones who are expecting your first I want to tell you first hand if you feel like this (and not everybody does) but if you do , you are not alone .
Motherhood is the best thing I’ve ever done , but it’s not all rainbows and butterfly’s ,for me I know this will pass , it’s a matter of mind over matter , its remembering that in a few weeks I’ll be back to normal ,it’s just talking with my mum ,my sister and my husband about my feelings as they happen ,it’s just crying when you get the urge to cry ,you have to laugh at yourself when your crying because you miss your newborn who is sitting right next to you #fuckyouhormones #excusemyfrench
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